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ANGELA

Fuck therapy

The cops are trying to send me to some sort of grief counsellour-psychiatrist fucker. Like HELL.

Psychiatry is bullshit. I saw enough of them as a kid, and they never helped me one iota. Either I'm supposed to talk about my problems until they go away, or start popping pills? No, thank you.

Problems don't go away by talking. At least, not by talking to doctors. When I want my problems dealt with, I go to the police and they put my problems away for life. That's the only medicine my mind needs.

Hopefully Carlito will get stuck in prison too. No one can tell whose blood he had on him, but his sister's gone missing. I'm convinced he killed her.

ANIMA

I can't delete things

Seriously, does anyone know how to delete posts...? Corbin saw what I posted last night, and he's angry at me. I don't even remember posting anything besides the whole Carlito-went-crazy thing. I basically passed out right after writing it, I thought, so I have no clue how that second post got on there.

I'm really freaking out. Romeo isn't taking my calls now, either.

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blood is beautiful. Beautiful rubies.

Rubies taste like beauty.

aunti'es rubies mustve tasted beautiful. That's why daddy kept her alive. hewas sad when she killed herself.

I love rubies.

OH MY GOD

I'm kind of freaking the fuck out.

There's no way to write this down without sounding totally fucking crazy, but I'll try anyway. Carlito snapped. I don't know what to do.

Yesterday I woke up with a picture under my door. I can't remember the night of the party that well, but what I DO remember makes me think that it was a picture of Carlito's sister. She's really pretty, and...uh, I guess someone agreed, 'cause...

Ugh, I'm hoping you know where I'm going with this because it's gross. I really don't want to say. I'll just tell you guys that the picture was sticky and leave it at that, okay?

Anyway, it was disgusting, but I ignored it. Probably someone playing a practical joke. Then the day got busy, I threw it out and forgot about it.

Which brings us to tonight. I wasn't up very late, turned in around midnight, started trying to sleep, but I swear to god I kept hearing something from the kitchen. It's not a huge apartment and the walls are kind of thin, but I just had this really bad feeling that it wasn't the neighbours. So I went to check it out.

Carlito was there, and...I don't even know what was around his mouth. I think it was blood but it was so dark. Like it had congealed. It was all over his face, on his hands, and on his... He was completely naked. With the picture of his sister.

He must have gotten in through the fire escape or something. I didn't realise window was broken for a few hours.

He just kept mumbling. I don't know what he was saying. He just sounded so angry, and he was swearing at me...but I don't even know if he saw me. He just kept rambling and muttering and touching himself.

I didn't think I could run away, so I did the only thing I could. I inched my way into the kitchen as quietly as I could, grabbed a glass bowl off the counter...

I was going to break it over his head when he lunged at me. He was screeching now - I don't even know if it was English. I think he was saying 'Coco'? 'Monstruo'? I don't know. It's hard to remember and I couldn't understand him anyway.

I hit him with the bowl and he went down. I think we struggled first. I have blood on my arms, but I don't remember him clawing at me. It's all a blur.

I'm staying at Corbin's tonight, the police are at my place.

ANIMA

Carlito is a DICK

After skipping ANOTHER band meeting, guess who Carlito ran into today?

If you guessed me, ding ding ding, you're right. The jackass. He practically ignored me. He was being really creepy too, lurking around an alley all shifty. I think he's getting into drugs, or something. His pupils were huge.

Yeah, that's right - I was THAT CLOSE to him, and he still tried to flat-out ignore me.

I don't even want him in the band anymore.

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Second song upload

Cover2

I tried recording just a snippet of audio on my own, this time. The good news is that it isn't all just that weird noise. The bad news is, part of it is... I don't know how to fix it.

I'm starting to get really annoyed.

ANIMA

Waiting...

So, we've been waiting for like...an hour and a half for Carlito to show for band practice. : \

So much for dedication. He won't even take my calls. The only person he'll talk to is Romeo, and even then he's a dick about it.

Hopefully the attitude problem is a temp thing, otherwise we're gonna start having problems.

Peace xOx

ANIMA

I hate secrets

I feel like Corbin isn't telling me something. I asked which part of the gig he'd filmed, and he was evasive. I hate when he's evasive.

ANGELA

More weirdness...

So, Corbin apparently filmed a little of the gig on his phone, but... It doesn't show up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYUpGcdwuVY

It sounds a lot like the audio from the other clip I uploaded. Either all the technology in the world is fucked up, or I don't even know what.

Help?

If anyone has some PROPER footage, email me or put it online please?

ANIMA

Rubies

I'm considering re-dyeing my hair.

Dye it to red. Red is a beautiful colour. Like rubies. Lovely, shining, liquid rubies.

Hangover...

Ohmygooood I'm gonna die. Only just woke up. >>

I can't even remember anything about the gig last night. I'm ridiculously paranoid that I got completely shitfaced and sounded terrible. No one's returning my calls yet, though, so I'm gonna have to wait to find out how it went.

There's one plus side - no sign of my clothes! =o_o= Cue major blushing. I'm hoping I hear something about that.

Life of a music star, right? Sex and alcohol! <3

ANIMA

Disaster.

The party didn't go well.

Carlito neglected to tell us it was his sister's birthday party. I dislike birthday parties.

My clothes are ruined. I shouldn't have worn white.

ANGELA

Getting ready

Just getting all dressed up!

New outfit! Gonna have to iron it before putting it on.

I'm sooo excited. We haven't actually played in front of people with Carlito and Romeo in the band. Should be fun <33

Wish us luck!

War and hate~ (jk)

ANIMA

Eee~!

WE GOT A GIG

So excited~! It's gonna be small, and it's kinda lame - we're playing for Carlito's sister, she's throwing a party and said she'd let us play.

If anyone wants to turn up, totally do it. She probably wont mind.

PEACES

ANIMA