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http://soundcloud.com/user8027423/daddy/s-FL3Q3

They let me go home

The police wanted to keep me there, but I finally convinced them to at least let me go home. They made me promise I wouldn't try to leave the province.

Fuck that. I have to leave the country. He's coming for me. I told them that it was my dad who had killed him. He was finishing the job. I don't know if they believed me. I don't know why they wouldn't.

I have to hide from him, or else he's going to kill me, too.

I love you Corbin. I'm sorry he got to you.

he's dead

I found his body. He was lying off the side of the road not too far from the motel. I wouldn't have even seen him if I hadn't slipped and fallen.

I think I slipped on his blood. Blood on ice.

He was nowhere near the car. It looked like he'd been stumbling around with a blade in his neck before he fell. I think he must have bled to death. There was so much of it everywhere. My jeans are still soaked in it. And my shoes.

Daddy must have killed him. I know it was him.

If you're reading this

I know it's ann offchance, but Corbin, if you read this please call me? I'm starting to panic

Getting worried

Corbin's still not back. He hasn't picked up his phone, either... Starting to freak out.

Suuch a headache

Woke up with what feels like the migraine from HELL. No aspirin anywhere :( And Corby isn't around to fetch some for me, the jerk.

ANIMA

Pain

dunno what I did

Corbin hit me

Dizzy

Big fight...

Corbin's apparently really mad at me, and I don't know why... He's acting flat-out fucking weird. I'm used to him being overprotective and all, but he's gotten really creepy about it and obsessive. He's starting to scare me.

I think all this moving around is getting to him. We went from Kingston to just outside Toronto today...day before that, we were heading towards Montreal and then we randomly switched directions...

It's so tiring. And annoying.

Amnesia?

I don't remember writing any posts on this blog for like, the last month. I feel like I've been really drunk.

Still no clue how to delete this stuff...oh well.

ANIMA

Cold weather!

Laaaame. :( Winter finally caught up with us. Stupid Canada. Goodbye, cute skirts...hello, giant poofy coats.

ANIMA

halloween

Halloween is ruined. Angela #2 found dead.

god help me

he's coming he's coming i can feel him. i can hear the women screaming just like auntie used to he's hurting all of them making little cousins and brothers and sisters and i dont want that anymore please please leave auntie alone dont hurt the little girls

3rd girl

I didn't hear her name, but there's a third little girl missing. Also blonde. I bet her name's Angela.

2 missing girls

we heard snippets on the news

Two little girls have gone missing. Angela Lammert and Angela Mabyn.

They're both blonde.

help

I got rid of all my stuff i have nowhere else to go Corbin takes care of me but were still gonna die. He gets angry. He never used to get angry.

i used to be blonde. As a little girl

I was gonna be a child star, daddy said

Today's headline

 

That's today's headline. I'm panciking right the fuck out.

I know he's coming for me. He broke out to finish the job. he's gonna kill Corbin and he's gonna kill me. Corbin grabbed the video tape and I testified in court. He's gonna want revenge.

I'm so sorry, daddy,. I'm sorry. it was your own fault. Why did you kill them? They were just kids. they were my friends.

I'm sacred. Im so scared.

BLOODDAY

it's our eleventh anniversary.

haapy birthday to me
happybirthday to me

don't forget the camera

ANGELA

It's my birthday tomorrow

Just checking in with the blog... Tomorrow's the big day - turning 23 - aand...so not looking forward to it.

Definitely no post tomorrow, sorry.

ANIMA

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alone

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it's coming

the day is coming.

September 9 is next week.

i'll get more rivers of rubies. Sweet rivers.

ANGELA

So disappointing

Not a great turn out for auditions...and the ones who DID show - no offence, if you're reading this! - weren't very good.

Two positions still open! If anyone's interested, email me!

ANIMA

Open auditions!

This post is to OFFICIALLY announce that Bloodday is going to be taking auditions~! They'll be held next week on August 27th. Anyone who's interested, email me and I'll give out the location info and set up a time for you!

With Carlito and Romeo gone, we're looking for someone who can use any of the following:
- guitar
- keyboard
- synth
- any kind of weird wacky awesome instrument that we don't already have

We'll adjust the band's sound to you <3 Work with what we got, right?

Peace and love! xoxo

ANIMA

blood day

For my birthday, I asked for a keyboard and a karaoke set.

All I got were rivers.

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Daddy I'm a good girl.

murder tramp

happy birthday to me.

nine party guests. Its going to be a fun fun fun party.

make sure the camera is recording. i want to remember my party.

Get the camera.

no more party guests. Daddy, why?

ANGELA

Frustrated

I'm gonna cry the next time I upload something that doesn't work. More fucking weird noises and static.

I listened to the clips yesterday and they were fine. They only fuck up when I try to upload them. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

ANIMA

Couple of song covers

I didn't get around to posting these when the band was still together. Figure I might as well post them now.

http://soundcloud.com/user8027423/band-recording1

http://soundcloud.com/user8027423/band-recording2

http://soundcloud.com/user8027423/band-recording3

Not going to be around

Corbin kicked Romeo out of the band.

He won't tell me why, but I keep asking anyway. I don't really know how I should feel, right now. I'm used to it being just me and Corbin, but I got used to having other people to talk to, that didn't know about all the shit. Or didn't care. They never really asked questions about where our parents were and why we are the way we are. They just accepted that everyone has shit in their lives, and liked us for who we are right now.

So now it's just Corby and me again. I don't know what's going to happen with the band, now, but I'll post any updates. We might hold open auditions or something.

ANIMA

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http://soundcloud.com/user8027423/untitled2/s-bvVdy

ANGELA

Fuck therapy

The cops are trying to send me to some sort of grief counsellour-psychiatrist fucker. Like HELL.

Psychiatry is bullshit. I saw enough of them as a kid, and they never helped me one iota. Either I'm supposed to talk about my problems until they go away, or start popping pills? No, thank you.

Problems don't go away by talking. At least, not by talking to doctors. When I want my problems dealt with, I go to the police and they put my problems away for life. That's the only medicine my mind needs.

Hopefully Carlito will get stuck in prison too. No one can tell whose blood he had on him, but his sister's gone missing. I'm convinced he killed her.

ANIMA

I can't delete things

Seriously, does anyone know how to delete posts...? Corbin saw what I posted last night, and he's angry at me. I don't even remember posting anything besides the whole Carlito-went-crazy thing. I basically passed out right after writing it, I thought, so I have no clue how that second post got on there.

I'm really freaking out. Romeo isn't taking my calls now, either.

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blood is beautiful. Beautiful rubies.

Rubies taste like beauty.

aunti'es rubies mustve tasted beautiful. That's why daddy kept her alive. hewas sad when she killed herself.

I love rubies.

OH MY GOD

I'm kind of freaking the fuck out.

There's no way to write this down without sounding totally fucking crazy, but I'll try anyway. Carlito snapped. I don't know what to do.

Yesterday I woke up with a picture under my door. I can't remember the night of the party that well, but what I DO remember makes me think that it was a picture of Carlito's sister. She's really pretty, and...uh, I guess someone agreed, 'cause...

Ugh, I'm hoping you know where I'm going with this because it's gross. I really don't want to say. I'll just tell you guys that the picture was sticky and leave it at that, okay?

Anyway, it was disgusting, but I ignored it. Probably someone playing a practical joke. Then the day got busy, I threw it out and forgot about it.

Which brings us to tonight. I wasn't up very late, turned in around midnight, started trying to sleep, but I swear to god I kept hearing something from the kitchen. It's not a huge apartment and the walls are kind of thin, but I just had this really bad feeling that it wasn't the neighbours. So I went to check it out.

Carlito was there, and...I don't even know what was around his mouth. I think it was blood but it was so dark. Like it had congealed. It was all over his face, on his hands, and on his... He was completely naked. With the picture of his sister.

He must have gotten in through the fire escape or something. I didn't realise window was broken for a few hours.

He just kept mumbling. I don't know what he was saying. He just sounded so angry, and he was swearing at me...but I don't even know if he saw me. He just kept rambling and muttering and touching himself.

I didn't think I could run away, so I did the only thing I could. I inched my way into the kitchen as quietly as I could, grabbed a glass bowl off the counter...

I was going to break it over his head when he lunged at me. He was screeching now - I don't even know if it was English. I think he was saying 'Coco'? 'Monstruo'? I don't know. It's hard to remember and I couldn't understand him anyway.

I hit him with the bowl and he went down. I think we struggled first. I have blood on my arms, but I don't remember him clawing at me. It's all a blur.

I'm staying at Corbin's tonight, the police are at my place.

ANIMA

Carlito is a DICK

After skipping ANOTHER band meeting, guess who Carlito ran into today?

If you guessed me, ding ding ding, you're right. The jackass. He practically ignored me. He was being really creepy too, lurking around an alley all shifty. I think he's getting into drugs, or something. His pupils were huge.

Yeah, that's right - I was THAT CLOSE to him, and he still tried to flat-out ignore me.

I don't even want him in the band anymore.

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Second song upload

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I tried recording just a snippet of audio on my own, this time. The good news is that it isn't all just that weird noise. The bad news is, part of it is... I don't know how to fix it.

I'm starting to get really annoyed.

ANIMA

Waiting...

So, we've been waiting for like...an hour and a half for Carlito to show for band practice. : \

So much for dedication. He won't even take my calls. The only person he'll talk to is Romeo, and even then he's a dick about it.

Hopefully the attitude problem is a temp thing, otherwise we're gonna start having problems.

Peace xOx

ANIMA

I hate secrets

I feel like Corbin isn't telling me something. I asked which part of the gig he'd filmed, and he was evasive. I hate when he's evasive.

ANGELA

More weirdness...

So, Corbin apparently filmed a little of the gig on his phone, but... It doesn't show up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYUpGcdwuVY

It sounds a lot like the audio from the other clip I uploaded. Either all the technology in the world is fucked up, or I don't even know what.

Help?

If anyone has some PROPER footage, email me or put it online please?

ANIMA

Rubies

I'm considering re-dyeing my hair.

Dye it to red. Red is a beautiful colour. Like rubies. Lovely, shining, liquid rubies.

Hangover...

Ohmygooood I'm gonna die. Only just woke up. >>

I can't even remember anything about the gig last night. I'm ridiculously paranoid that I got completely shitfaced and sounded terrible. No one's returning my calls yet, though, so I'm gonna have to wait to find out how it went.

There's one plus side - no sign of my clothes! =o_o= Cue major blushing. I'm hoping I hear something about that.

Life of a music star, right? Sex and alcohol! <3

ANIMA

Disaster.

The party didn't go well.

Carlito neglected to tell us it was his sister's birthday party. I dislike birthday parties.

My clothes are ruined. I shouldn't have worn white.

ANGELA

Getting ready

Just getting all dressed up!

New outfit! Gonna have to iron it before putting it on.

I'm sooo excited. We haven't actually played in front of people with Carlito and Romeo in the band. Should be fun <33

Wish us luck!

War and hate~ (jk)

ANIMA

Eee~!

WE GOT A GIG

So excited~! It's gonna be small, and it's kinda lame - we're playing for Carlito's sister, she's throwing a party and said she'd let us play.

If anyone wants to turn up, totally do it. She probably wont mind.

PEACES

ANIMA

It's not my birthday...

:S Does anyone know how to delete posts? Weird shit on my blog last night...or, technically this morning.

It's not my birthday, by the way.

Whatevs, right? Just ignore weird posts, I guess. And I'm trying to re-upload that audio clip, but it keeps coming out the same way for some reason.

I'll update when I can figure out how to work technology!

Peace and love,

ANIMA

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Happy birthday to me.

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leave auntie alone.

leave auntie alone.

Don't hurt anyone anymore, daddy. I hate it when you do that.

Auntie suffered enough.

The fuck!

My audio clip fucked up somehow...

:'(

Song upload #1!

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My first upload~! <3

It's just a sound clip of our band rehearsal this morning, so the audio quality's not too good.. :( Need better sound equipment. Hope people enjoy anyway!

Peace and love xoxo

ANIMA

Confession...

Guess I should also mention about the band - so far we haven't WRITTEN any of our own music yet. We mostly do covers.

We used to write our own stuff, but that was by our old members...and we kinda lost their music when they quit. Probably took it with them :'( Can't blame them I guess.

Peace and love!

ANIMA

Making it personal

Since I INVENTED Bloodday, I'm also gonna make this my own personal blog~! I asked Corbin if he wanted in on this, but he said no. Shy boy.

Hopefully one day someone will wanna publish this, or something. Document my success.

I dont wanna be CRAZY famous. Just yknow, famous enough for me to walk down the street and have one person recognise me, every once and a while. :) And recognise me for something good.

Lessee...more about Bloodday...

I can give you some bg info! We named it Bloodday 'cuz we wanted to name it after something significant in our lives. It was a joint effort. Plus its kind of appropriate XD All the music we like is kinda grim, so we didn't wanna go with something that makes us sound like bubblegum pop pussies.

We've gone through a couple stages with the band. Carlito and Romeo are brand-new members, 'cuz the last couple dropped out. We've been trying to form the band since HS, but no luck til now. I think these two are gonna stick, though, and they're awesome. If anyone's gonna help us make it out of the garage, it's them~

Anything else I can add... nothing really, for now. Hopefully we have some legit news soon, and I'll post it here!

BLOODDAY BLOG

I don't really know how to work a blog, but here goes~~

My name is ANIMA, writing this blog on behalf of my kickass band Bloodday. For people who haven't heard of us, which is like everyone in the world, we're an alt-goth band. We haven't got anything recorded, yet, but that's a matter of time ; D

About ME: I'm the lead singer, but Corby also sings sometimes as my back-up male vocal. Corbin is my BFF - bro for fuckin ever - and my cuz. We're the founders, and we dragged in our other friends who go by Carlito and Romeo.

I don't really know their real names, but one day when we're disgustingly famous they'll probably have a wikipedia page. I'll look them up then.

Once I get some decent recording equipment I'll try uploading some sound clips to this blog, get some samples OUT TO THE PEOPLE.

Peace and love~

ANIMA